We talked about old times
And it made me smile because you didn't forget
Roy Chong
30th May 1985
roy_cmh@yahoo.com.sg
Monday, May 31, 2004, 3:53 pm
yesterday was a really fun day.... it was my birthday!!!! my 19th birthday!!! finally, i'm 19.... actually 19 also nothing much lah... haha.... older than by 1 year lor.... anyway, went to my brother's chalet at Pasir Ris Coasta Sands Resort.... went there at 2 plus, then rot there... cos friends coming at 6 to 7 plus like that....
anyway, the people who came are Wei Xiang, Nick D, John, Rizlan, Timothy and Jeslyn!!! so happy that Jeslyn came.... haha.... stupid Zhen Hui, Jase & Ah Lan, say wanna come, in the end never come..... wahahaa.... so no cake lor.... hai... cos zhen hui say she buying cake ma.... but nevermind.... so we sit and eat and talk cock, then eat somemore, then talk somemore cock.... it was really fun.....
now talk about presents..... Wei Xiang and Nick D bought me the DVD i wanted!!! a-nation '03 summer festa!!!!! inside got dream's performance!!!!! yeah!!!!!! John and Rizlan bought me a t-shirt.... Timothy bought me expensive chocolates!!! too bad i cannot eat, cos scare will get asthma attack... cos me now body quite weak... then in the end, let Timothy and Wei Xiang eat.... eat half way, out inside fridge, then when next time go check, the chcoclates are all gone!!!!!!!! my brother and his friends ate them all!!!!! wahahaaa!!!!!!!! but nevermind.... treat it as a present for his birthday.... his birthday is 27th May ma.... Jeslyn say she will give me present one... haha.....
then later, as we were eating and talking, Timothy suddenly say need to go off... then ask wei xiang to follow him out, cos wanna talk about things.... they were out for quite long.... then later, they came back with a cake!!!!! i was like so shock and touch at the same time!!! they actually went out to buy a cake for me!!!! i really very happy lor!!! but then, kena sabo by they all.... they cut out a slice, then out in a candle, ask me use my mouth to take out the candle.... i didn't want to do it, so they chase me with the cake, then smash it onto my face!!!! the usual birthday thingy... haha... but it was fun....
then at night around 11 plus, my parents and sis went home.... me, Jeslyn, Timothy and Wei Xiang stayed over at the chalet to continue to talk cock.... we went to the beach to wanna say ghost stories... but in the end, went back to the chalet to say a bit.... but then stupid "xiao qiang" keep coming to disturb us!!!!! so we went to the lobby to say ghost stories.... there got sofa to sit, more comfortable..... but in the end, the ghost stories turn out to become jokes!!!! all because of wei xiang's story about the cat coming into the classroom everytime, and about the full bottle of coke that got drunk 1/2 the next day... we say the cat actually steal the coke and went to sell to people.... then still got like bubble tea, got 10 stamps then get a free bottle of coke... so diao.... then say until very "li pu" lor!!! even say the cat dance pole dance to promote coke... diao..... (-_-)'''
then got somemore jokes about bubby systems and sch band..... our ghost stories session become a joke session.... laugh until we pengz......... then later around 5 plus, we went back to the chalet to play dai dee....... that Jeslyn, say dunno how to play, in the end so pro!! wahha!! we play until about 7am, then we go White Sands eat MacDonald, then went home liao.... was so tired!!! reach home, bath finish, lay on the bed, and sleep until 2pm!!
it was really fun lor..... hope got more fun things next time... haha.... maybe next time we also can book one chalet, and then do this type of things again... haha..... anyway, i will post the photos onto my blog soon, after wei xiang send me the photos.... haha.......
Friday, May 28, 2004, 4:00 pm
today went to poly clinic to see doctor......
the doctor so young one.... machiam like just ns finish, then come be doctor.... look like some yang guang nan hai..... u got see doctor wear t-shirt and jeans one ma??? wahahaha!! i think if girls see, surely like one... wahahaa!!!! anyway, went there do another time ECG.... then he see the results liao, ask me go see specialist.... diao..... i think he dunno how to treat lah.... so young, no experience... wahahaha!!! going to National Heart Centre on 3rd June, 9.55am... so early.... i really wonder wat is happening to me sia... am i having heart problem???? hope not....
Thursday, May 27, 2004, 5:02 pm
The blood test and ECG results are out...... ECG just that my heart is beating very fast, nothing much..... maybe its some virus infection...... tomorrow going poly clinic to see doctor..... dunno if anything is gonna be alright....
AH PA, PLEASE BLESS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!
2:34 pm
another song that made me feel very emotional....
super nice song.....
Atomic Kitten - Cradle
I will rock you like a baby lover
Cradled in my arms,
I will keep you safe from danger
Shelter you from harm
There will never be another lover
Treat you like I do
We can drift into forever on a love that's made for two
Don't you ever say this love's not special
Don't you ever think it's not essential, baby
Chorus
I was only thinking of you
Hoping you were thinking of me
Two hearts beating just like
One agaisnt the world, baby
I am always dreaming of you
Hoping you are dreaming of me
I could never live one day without your love
I will kiss you like an angel, baby
Cradled in my wings
I will take you up to heaven
Show you precious things
If you promise that you love me
If you promise that you care
I will be here for you always
And forever this I swear
Don't you ever say this love's not special
Don't you ever think it's not essential, baby
Chorus
Now you say you wanna love
But you don't think you believe it
Just open up your heart
And you know you will recieve it... oh baby
Baby
Don't you ever say this love's not special
No
Don't you ever think it's not essential, baby
Chorus
I was only, I was only, I was only thinkin' of you
I was only, I was only, I was only thinkin' of you
I was only, I was only, I was only thinkin' of you
I was only, I was only, I was only thinkin', oh baby
Tuesday, May 25, 2004, 6:13 pm
had another couple of sleepless nights for me.....
went to see doctor again yesterday... then the doctor suspected some illness me dunno wat is it... took one tube of blood from my body to do blood test.... i was like so scare lor.... then he ask me go do a ECG..... some test on the heart..... went with mum to parkway there to do the ECG lor.... its was a fast process... just clipping a few things on both legs, both hands and around the heart around.... my heart is really beating very fast lor.... even the nurse that did the ECG told me that.... wat is happening to me?? am i having heart problem??? i hope not.... in a way, i hope i will die early, to stop all these misery!!!! i really cannot stand those sleepless nights anymore!!!!!
Sunday, May 23, 2004, 2:26 pm
yesterday was another sleepless night for me... i can't sleep at all.... i think i need help man.... my heart is still beating very hard.... wat should i do.....
today another rotting day..... so sian..... nothin to do..... dunno wat to say.... my life sucks.....
Friday, May 21, 2004, 6:09 pm
Heart of Gold
What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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3:42 pm
have been staying at home these few days doing nothing.... mostly watching the Taiwanese drama that Timothy bought.... not bad, but a bit slow... haha.... story line also like kind of lame.... but nevermind, got chiobu yang chen ling to see.... :)
my sickness like still not ok yet.... heart still beating fast.... but now, feeling much better than the pass few days liao... i suspect its something to do with my stomach.... my mum last time also got this thing b4, then the doc say its stomach problem.... hope i can get better soon.... hate this feeling of heart beating very fast....
so sian..... my birthday i still dunno where to go celebrate lor.... like a bit don't feel like celebrating.... so sian.....
Tuesday, May 18, 2004, 6:36 pm
i dunno wat the hell is happening to me..... feel so sick these few days..... i have not been sleeping these past few days.... only yesterday sleep well, cos doctor give me pills with drowziness one..... pass few nights, really cannot fall alsleep... also dunno y lor.... my heart keep beating very very fast....... dunno if it is heart problem a not.... then got a bit of fever..... the pills didn't really work.... my heart keeps on beating very fast.... it only helps a little only.... hai.... wat should i do man....
Saturday, May 15, 2004, 7:31 pm
yesterday went to Wei Xiang's house to swim with Dexter and Timothy... was really fun lor... i always liked swimming in condominum, cos like nobody there one, then its like the whole pool is ours... haha... and also, me not a good swimmer lah, so now is like still learning.... heehee..... made good progress liao le leh... haha.... his house there also got jakuzee (err.. dunno how to spell leh), then we also sit inside the jakuzee to relax for a while..... swim for a while more, then we go back to his house to rot le.....
went to tampines mall to makan arjisan at about 7 plus...... we stay inside to talk cock until they close lor!! so paiseh... its like a lot of people queuing outside lor.... then we still ba zan the place for so damn long.... after that we went over to macdonald to continue to talk cock.... it had been a while since we last sit down and talk lor.... talk until about 11:30pm, then we go home liao... lucky never miss the last bus sia!!
then at night, Timothy told me that he actually got the letter from TP and NYP saying that he got enrolled into both poly!!! he wanted to come TP lor, but then too bad, SP letter come earlier, and he already paid the fees for SP liao.... aiya, TP forever not efficent one lah.... haha....... Timothy, if u r reading this, i believe u will get used to life in SP one lah.... :)
didn't go out today..... my whole body is aching after the swim yesterday lor!!! too long never exercise liao le...... yesterday also went to register for a debit card... at last, i can buy my dream CDs from the net myself......... DREAM, HERE I COME!!!!!
7:30 pm
Monday, May 10, 2004, 6:00 pm
so long nevger blog liao..... yesterday went out with Dexter and Wei Xiang to watch Van Helsing.... its was an ok movie lor.... not really my type of movie, but still, can watch lor...... nothing much had happened lah....
my mum is much better liao.... at last i feel more relieve liao.... haha..... dunno wat other things to type liao.....
Friday, May 07, 2004, 8:04 pm
today early in the morning went hospital to fetch mum home.... she looks better today.... no vomit anymore.... but then still look like ghost like that, very pale and very weak.... then went reach home, when wanna lay down on the bed also cannot, cos very pain..... i see her show the pain on her face, i really feel like bursting into tears lor..... she took quite a long time no lay down and settle down..... her whole body was sweating lor, then like shivering in pain.....i somemore see she pain until her tears also come out liao........ i really cannot imagine the pain that she is undergoing right now lor..... hai..... hope she will be ok soon...... i see her face i feel like crying...... the expression of pain is always on her face..... althought she keep saying she is ok, but i still can tell that she is in a lot of pain lor..... hai... AH PA, PLEASE TAKE THE PAIN AWAY FROM MY MUM!!!!!!!
recieved my results today.... was really quite disappointed lor..... 1 A, 1 B+, 2 C+, 1 C and 1 F..... the worst results i have gotten since the start of sch from year 1.... hai....... i admit its my fault lor... cos i wasn't really concentrating and working hard enough... being influence of the lan ren clan liao.... die die... wahaha!!! but never the less, never fail anything can liao.... as for the F, its just a CDS, so its ok lor..... but still, quite disappointing lor.... i see like a lot of people better than me lor.... hai......
Thursday, May 06, 2004, 8:40 pm
just came back from hospital.... go see my mum..... she is now ok liao, but still feeling very sick and keep on vomiting..... then her vomit is green colour one lor!!!!!!! cos she went to remove her gall bladder.... then the bile (which is green in colour) all flow out lor.... then now her inside all got bile flowing in her body i think... have to vomit out lor..... i see her face like so suffering, i feel so sad and feel like crying lor... haha.... but i think she will be ok tomorrow lah... now i understanding the feeling of seeing a love one suffering from pain lor..... feel really sad....... i'm gonna miss her for one night.... she tomorrow can come home liao.... heng ar..... haha..... hope she will feel better tomorrow...... AH PA, BLESS MY MUM!!!!!!!!!
12:34 pm
yesterday went monsoon to cut my hair!!!!! the hairstylist very friendly lor.... like will chit chat with me lor.... his name was WINS.... wat a name... neber hear b4 this type of name one... then he ask me if i got gf, then when i say no, he say like i look not bad, how come no gf.... wahaha!!! make me happy only..... heehee... then he also say that i should go join tv's talent search, cos he say i got the looks..... i daio give him ar...... haha.... but i think my hair look so diao..... wahaha!!!! very the style lor.... but maybe i not used to it lor.... haha!!!! look so diao........ but overall, i quite like this hairstyle lor.... maybe next time go find him cut him again.........
these are the photos of my new kuku hairstyle...
haha..... i think i really look so kuku... wahaha!!!!! then after cut hair, went to KTV at Party World with Jeslyn, Dexter, Wei Xiang and Timothy.... haha, at last get to sing KTV liao!!! after so long!!! sang a lot of old old songs.... wahaha... then sing a lot of duet songs with Jeslyn also.... after that, went to her house there to eat prata..... then talk talk about lots of things lor..... then later go home liao... haha.... had quite a lot of fun yesterday lor....
today will be another rotting day... keep on raining, cannot go out.... my mum went for small operation today.... hope everything will go on fine..... AH PA, BLESS MY MUM!!!!!!
Tuesday, May 04, 2004, 12:02 am
find this song very long liao... at last found it.... very nice song...... another song that will cause me to be addicted.... wahaha!!!!!!! it is sang by Kate Winslet, the lady who acted as Rose in Titanic.......
Kate Winslet - What If
Here I stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change
Well I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
Many roads to take
Some to joy
Some to heart-ache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change
Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take you back would you still be mine
'Cos I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keep on spinning in my mind
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
What if I had never walked away
'Cos I still love you more than I can say
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
We'll never know
Monday, May 03, 2004, 10:27 pm
went out with Dexter and Timothy today..... went to orchard to anyhow walk here and walk there.... bought 2 t-shirt at far east.... very cheap, $12 for one only..... then after that go walk walk somemore, then rot..... life is so boring!! i wanna go KTV!!!! but dunno if they wanna go a not leh.... sian leh...... is really so sian man......
feel like cutting hair.... wanna try new hair style.... feel like cutting spikey hair leh... but dunno if suit me a not.... maybe i go cut tomorrow ba... wahaha!!!!!
1:36 pm
Atomic Kitten - The Tide Is High (Get The Feeling)
The tide is high
But I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number one
I'm not the kinda girl
Who gives up just like that (Oh no)
It's not the things you do
That tease and hurt me bad
But it's the way you do the things
You do to me
I'm not the kinda girl
Who gives up just like that
Oh no
Chorus
The tide is high
But I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number one
The tide is high
But I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number one
Number one
Number one
Every girl wants
You to be her man
But I'll wait right here
'Til it's my turn
I'm not the kinda girl
Who gives up just like that
Oh no
Chorus
Number one
Number one
Everytime that I get the feeling
You give me something to believe in
Everytime that I got you near me
I know the way that I want it to be
But you know that I'm gonna take my chance now
I'm gonna make it happen somehow
And you know I can take the pressure
A moment's pain for a lifetime pleasure
Every girl wants you to be her man
But I'll wait right here
'Til it's my turn
I'm not the kinda girl
Who gives up just like that
Oh no
Chorus
Everytime that I get the feeling
You give me something to believe in
Everytime that I got you near me
I know the way that I want it to be
But you know that I'm gonna take my chance now
I'm gonna make it happen somehow
And you know I can take the pressure
A moment's pain for a lifetime pleasure
Sunday, May 02, 2004, 1:13 pm
yesterday went to Club 3 with Jeslyn, Zhen Hui, Ah Lan and Jase...... actually wanted to go Music Underground, but then no free cover charge, so Jeslyn wanna go MS lor.... took a cab to there.... not much crowd there when we reach there.... went into club 3 and then rot a while.... haha.... then later found out that jeslyn actually know another of my primary sch friend.... haha.... didn't really remmeber his name, but know who he is lor.... the music there was not bad lor, cos for me, any music is ok one.... but a bit loud, no, its SUPER LOUD!!!! sit for a while, rot for a while, then dance a bit with jeslyn and zhen hui..... wow, jeslyn and zhen hui sure can move their bodies sia.... i didn't really dance much like i dance in zouk that time, cos i think i not really familiar with that place, then like a bit paiseh lor, somemore got jeslyn's friends there... haha... then after that sit and listen to music.... that place was seriously very happening lor.... much happening than zouk... the people there will like shout along with the song one lor..... "FIRE FIRE BURN SO HIGH, KA NI NA BE CHAO CHEE BYE!!!!!" wahaha!!!!!! that was a good one.... it made me remmber the time when i was with trina they all, then they will shout along with the songs also..... nice nice..... but then the music there like so limited one.... keep on replaying the songs over and over again...... that MIRACLE song, like listen for 3 - 4 times liao.... sian....... the place close around 3 plus like that, then me, jeslyn and jase share cab home..... was super tired when reach home.... bath liao then immd sleep liao le...... i now also feeling super tired actually..... going to sleep after this ba...... next week maybe going week on wednesday or saturday.... really wanna enjoy myself b4 the attachment sia....... haahaa!!
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