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We talked about old times And it made me smile because you didn't forget
Roy Chong 30th May 1985 roy_cmh@yahoo.com.sg
CE Christalle Esther Gin Jeslyn John Kay Lincoln Lishan Peixuan Sky Trina
Thursday, May 26, 2005, 10:59 pm i seriously don't understand how come people can get so evil.... btw, in the 1st place, i wansn't even pissed with them.... i know they must be thinking that i'm the one that told jeslyn all the stories that made her angry with them... once again, i had been accused of something i didn't do.... nevermind if they wanna stab me so hard on the back... 1) ...that your best fren had been asking Felix out on multiple occasions (e.g. birthday celebration, ktv outing etc) but sadly, he was REJECTED... Multiple occasions?? hmmm.... i admit to asking him out for the birthday celebration, which is what cause me into the state i am in..... But asking him out for the ktv??? hmm..... only god knows that i did not... and asking him out on multiple occasions?? hmm... if u count 1 time (which was the birthday) as multiple, then u better go back to primary school.... no no.... kindergarden... my K1 cousins knows how to count.... 2) Below are the comments MH had about you during the dispute when the conflict has got almost NOTHING TO DO WITH HIM.. by the way, the pushy incident had to do with Jeslyn, Felix and ME... She was indeed pissed with ME and Felix for pushing her around... And for both of ur information, the conflict actually has NOTHING to do with BOTH OF U... 3) those log files... hey, come on... grow up and stop being childlish.... that was the most childlish thing i have ever seen!!! taking long ago things and backstabbing people on the back... come on, i believe everyone have his/her angry moments... and that time, she indeed made me quite pissed off, as its my 1st trip out of Singapore after so long, and she was kind of changing the mood for us...... and of cos, those words like "bitch" came out at the moment when the only thing that filled my mind was VERY VERY ANGRY Jeslyn, i admit i said those things about u, but at that point, i was really pissed at u... and i know u should know lah... but if u choose to be angry at me, i also can't do anything... i apologized to u for something i had done so long ago... anyway, for ur information, both of them did joined me in a conference call, and giving bad comments on ur behaviours at that time... and they actually dare to use the words "冤枉" To both of u, don't tell me u had not called ur friends names when they made u pissed?? don't forget MR HJ, u called me a fucker, a shameless bastard, a scumbag, for something that i didn't do.... and u dare to use the word "冤枉"... who should feel more "冤枉"??? 4) ...find out what kind of fren he really is and who he actually sides during times you have conflicts with others.... hey come on children, do u side with the person u had conflict with??? at that time, i had conflict with her, and of cos i will not be siding with her... u mean both of u side the person u had conflict with ar??? aiyo... that's so sad.... as Ru Hua had said, "Itchy, don't scratch, that is mad..." i wanna use her theory on this situation... "Side with the person u had conflict with, that is really mad....." 5) Besides, I wasn’t wrong having to misunderstood him before. Look at what he would call his friend as If u want to think it that way, i really have nothing to say... Anyway, to Jeslyn, as i had already said on top that i said those things about u due to the fact that i was really pissed at u for sort of spoiling the mood for us... And of cos, those were Qi Hua.... Its up to u to believe me... To Diana, i just want to tell u that, i really wasn't refering to u... To MR HJ, i already said, i was angry with Jeslyn, so i said those things about her... but in the case of the FAT BITCH, we were in a joking conversation... its 2 different things that cannot be put together... and if u wanna see it together, i have nothing much to say... what i want to say is that, i really had seen the most childlish thing that came out from 2 people that is already 20 years old (opps, 1 is only 19).... and btw, i really don't get it why u guys must backstab me... come on, she wasn't angry with both of u becos of me.... go ask her urself why she is damn pissed with both of u... i know both of u must be thinking that i'm the one that told her about it and tell her stories that made her pissed with u two lah.... but seriously, if that's wat u think, i also can't do anything about it... come on, seriously speaking, wat the fuck did i ever do to both of u?? y do u have to keep on accusing me of things that i didn't do?? Firstly, u accuse me of scolding her a FAT BITCH.... Now, u accuse me of brain-washing Jeslyn.... WHAT THE FUCK HAD I EVER DONE TO THE BOTH OF U??? In my post, i never even say anything bad about both of u... I never even say that i was angry with both of u... and see the things that u do to me.... and btw, the reason i was so depressed these few days, also not becos of both of u lor!!! u so much like to use the words "DOESN'T EVEN CONCERN HIM", or "GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH HIM", come on lah, use it on urself.... IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH BOTH OF U!!! And u dare to use the words "冤枉"..... and pls, stop acting like both of u care... all u can think of is each other... wat are we to u??? all those outings, presents, are of nothing to u.... after seeing things happening, all u think is how to get revenge on people by backstabbing them, instead of going to find out wat is the problem and to try to resolve it.... and pls lor, both of us can see that, after that stupid incident when u had accused me of scolding ur "precious", ur attitude towards me totally changed... u think we are damn stupid??? And u dare to use the words "冤枉"..... there u are, saying that Felix this, Felix that... turn around, can go with him to enjoy life..... come on lah, we have eyes and can see.... hey, how the fuck will u feel, if ur friend for almost 8 years, give excuses like "PAISEH WHEN MEET UP" for not going to celebrate ur bday, and then in the end, still can go out with both of u??? so much for being paiseh ar.... anyway, i wasn't even pissed at both of u, and here u are, backstabbing me.... how would u feel if ur friends like Lena, Huixin, Jocelyn, Kai Jing, do it to u??? How would u feel if they one day come up to u and say that they actually hated u??? How would u fucking feel??? And u dare to use the words "冤枉"...... Just another information of both of u... Jeslyn was angry with me too for actually asking Felix to my birthday celebration... She was also angry with me for talking to him on msn.... And she was right to say i was a fool to do that... She did scolded me for ur information... and i do know that i was really a fool for actually doing such stupid things when that person actually hated me.... both of u can say that siew hui had been so wicked... wat about both of u?? do u think wat u had done is considered angelic??? u are really contridicting urself..... And u dare to use the words "冤枉"...... and if u think wat u do can break jeslyn and my friendship, think again... jeslyn and me had gone thru more than u can imagine... and of cos, that includes conflicts too.... and we had bigger conflicts than this for ur information... and of cos, those conflicts made our friendship stronger... and if both of u think that by stabbing me deep on the back can break our friendship, continue to dream on... and of cos, we still have our other friends from poly to be there for us... and by the way, they are definately true to us and not ACTING... A few last words to both of u backstabbers... I totally admit to wat i have done before... But wat i have to say is that, I had already admitted in my previous post that i was a sucker with a terrible character... and jeslyn already knows that... I believe i had woken up and will changed to a better person... and also, if u think u do this purposly to make me cannot face jeslyn, u are so wrong... As i had already said, i totally admit to those things i had said about her.... Just as i had said that i totally admit that i had a terrible, sucky character.... I face up to those terrible things that i had done.... And its really up to her if she wanna accept my wrong doings from the past a not, not up to both of u!!! And wat i had to tell both of u is that, both of u will be named BACKSTABBERS for the rest of ur life... Once again to Jeslyn, its of cos up to u to decide who is really ur true friend.... Anyway, that's all i can say... its up to u to decide... and watever decision u come close to, i give my respect to u, and i will still consider u as my best pal, best buddy from year 1 till now... Yours sincerely, Roy P.S.: If u readers wan to see how badly i was being backstabbed by people i used to consider as pals, u can have a look here... This really shows how people don't cherish friendships...
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