We talked about old times
And it made me smile because you didn't forget
Roy Chong
30th May 1985
roy_cmh@yahoo.com.sg
Thursday, June 01, 2006, 5:41 pm
Topic of this entry: TIRED ALSO!!!!!!
Hey FUCKER, STOP IT with ur FREAKING EXCUSES LAH!!!!!
I am also freaking TIRED of all the excuses that u had been giving lah!!!!
Why is ur freaking life so freaking filled with excuses????
1)....on the bus the discussion was left at "i dunno when maybe on 4th June"....
hey FUCKER, don't u freaking put words into my mouth!!!!
i didn't say that at all!!! wat i said was that cos u freaking don't wanna go celebrate with my poly friends, and its a bit weird to put u with dexter they all cos of nick, i said we go out on SUNDAY 28th!!!!
i know that i did not say 4th june at all becos, that is the day that i will celebrate with dexter grp!! and when i am already NOT FREE on that day, WHY THE FUCK WOULD I STILL SAY 4th JUNE TO U!!!!????
2) ...my number was cut off... i could nt be contacted... and i dunno when was it u fixed it exactly...i wanted to be there for the celebration coz i acknowledge the fact tt it is 21... a big number... and tt u ahd been a fren since sec 1..
hey FUCKER, that u can't blame me, cos i did send out sms to remind... and i believe that u will still recieve sms even with ur line cut off....
even if u didn't recieve the sms, and SINCE u claim that u REALLY WANTED TO BE THERE COS U ACKNOWLEDGE THE FACT THAT ITS 21, AND WE HAD BEEN FRIENDS SINCE SEC 1, CAN'T U TAKE THE INITIATIVE TO ASK ME?? OR EVEN ASK DOUG OR JESLYN????
and on the day of my birthday, not even a happy birthday sms.....
u always say people forget ur birthday... but did u send a sms on the actual day? All the talk about sincerity doesn't measure up to what u claim...
I seriously have doubts about ur sincerity.....
3) ...but if by now u dun see it and understand me... then i guess it is not worth my effort anymore...
hey FUCKER, wat efforts have u put in to solve the problem??? Did u do anything even after u knew that i was pissed??? NO!!! NO APOLOGY AT ALL!!! NO SMS TO EXPLAIN... NO MSN MESSAGE TO EXPLAIN... NO CALL TO EXPLAIN... NOT A WORD OF "SORRY" WAS SAID OUT FROM UR FREAKING MOUTH!!!!! And u call that putting in effort...
Tell me, wat efforts did u put in???? WHAT DID U FREAKING DO??
4) ...somehow i see myself being stabbed in a very subtle way...i may be thinking too much... but well... i dun care... i dun...
hey FUCKER, subtlely stabbed u at the back... did i ever? i never sabo you before... as far as i'm concern..
i did bitch about u, but never spread any untrue rumors.......
whatever u say lah...
but anyway, i really HOPE that u got STABBED TO DEATH!!!!!!!
and if that happens... well... i dun care... i dun...
5) say all u wan now... think all u wan now... my end still stands... i wun break things off unless something happens tt cause me to think otherwise... if u choose to end things on ur part... go ahead... if u wanna see me as a fake guy... go ahead... if u wanna see me as a guy with no conscience... go ahead... as long as i'm answerable to myself... think wadeva u wan... go ahead...
hey FUCKER, of cos i say wat i want lah.... Its my mouth....
and wat is ur stand??? ur stand is that from the very beginning, u have no freaking intention of wanting me as ur friend and u have no freaking intention of wanting to celebrate my birthday....
if u want to be a fake person and live a fucking life, go ahead....
and of cos, i will GO AHEAD and think watever i want, cos, its my brain, not urs!!
of cos, u are free to think watever u want also... and i'm sorry that u have a retarded brain....
u know wat is freaking wrong with u??? u have a serious character and attitude problem....
when something happens, its always something or someone's fault.... its never ur fault.... can u stop to think about urself 1st???
for example, in st pats, when u are late for school and got punished... u say beatrice was bias... but u know... i always wondered... yes, beatrice was bias by punishing u only... but when u talk to us ... u always says that u refused to be punish beacuse beatrice picks on u.. but the fact is, U ARE FREAKING LATE FOR SCHOOL!!!! STOP GIVING EXCUSES!!! MUST STILL BE PUNISHED RIGHT???!!!!
and when u loses ur church's funds... u always say u don't know what happened to it... u always claim that u put in 100% effort to make sure it's safe... but is that so? or is it u need to blame someone or something, but there isn't anything or anyone to blame on, so blame the unknown?
u know that u r always late... yet, u expect us to know that already and wait for u.. still can say.., i never let u all wait for more than an hour wat.. but i always ask myself and why should we wait for u? because we know that u always come late? so automatically cannot blame u???
number cut off and u cannot recieve my sms = my fault..
so indonesia's power supply gets cut off by earthquake and did not recieve america's warning for a tsunami = america's fault?
if we don't understand u.. would we have waited for u everytime u are late? Did we ever complain u checking out on people.. we didn't even mind sharing food sometimes even tough we are putting ourselves at risk from u know wat...
so now u are turning the tables around and accuse me of changing the date without telling u and thus blame u, the innocent? if douglas did hear that i said 28th may, then how come u didn't?
look who is backstabbing who? u went online and announce to the whole world that u are hurt by me... but i'm the birthday boy who's party u didn't attend... who should be the victim.. u or me?
u put in effort to solve the problem? what effort? Have u heard anyone send out invitation then followed by sms reminder? It's like i ask u to attend funeral then must still send sms to remind u to wear black... i'm the birthday boy and i'm already reminding u... that's effort on my part... It appears that I' putting more effort in getting u to come then u putting effort to solve the problem...
U say u are tired... then why go online at midnite to rewrite ur stand...
if u are emotionally tired of explaining then why explain again online?
u say people see u in a different light? is it because we are biased towards u? Or is it because ur excuses, ur behaviour, ur irresponsible self makes people think so? We are not monkeys u know? All of us knows how to make judgement... and there must be always something u do for people to judge you right? come on ... i'm sure even monkeys have enough intelligence to tell male from female... That is how more monkeys come about..
i don't wish to see u as a fake guy but u are a dramatist... how can we tell when u are faking when u are not... the more reason u give ... the more impossible it sounds... it's like the more bush say iraq got WMD... the more people will think that america wants iraq's oil... at the end of the day does iraq has WMD.. or is america just putting up a good show for all? and if we could tell that u are faking, then all u have lousy acting skills lor. case close.
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