We talked about old times
And it made me smile because you didn't forget
Roy Chong
30th May 1985
roy_cmh@yahoo.com.sg
Tuesday, May 29, 2007, 1:05 am
I am shocked. Totally stunned. I am speechless. Don't know what to say.
When you first told me, I thought you were just kidding.
But after you confirmed it with me, I went totally blank.
I don't know how to react. I don't know how I should feel about it.
I don't know what is the feeling inside me when I knew about it.
I know you will be reading this.
I know this is not my problem.
I know you are old enough to make your own decision.
I know you have the freedom to make your own choice.
I know that you really hope that your friends will understand and accept it.
But what I want you to know is that, I can't. At least not now.
I just can't accept it. I apologise.
I tried to make myself accept it, but I just can't.
Not from you.
You, the very person I know for so long.
I just don't really understand why.
Yes, human beings do change. But this is a VERY BIG change.
Too big a change for me to accept it.
I am not trying to force you to undo anything.
This is just from inside of me, which I can't say it directly to you.
To me, it's kind of a serious matter. You should be able to tell by the way of my writing (Proper spelling out the words and all).
All I want you to know is that, whatever choice you made, you must get happiness out of it.
From what I see, at least you are not suffering like before, when you are still with him.
I am really glad that you are not suffering anymore.
The choice had been made.
Hope that you are happy with the choice you made.
:)
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