We talked about old times
And it made me smile because you didn't forget
Roy Chong
30th May 1985
roy_cmh@yahoo.com.sg
Sunday, December 21, 2008, 12:46 am
Its rather hurting to see someone that is close to u, say things about u that u didn't expect that he/she will say, even in times of desperation.
I had choose not to blog about what happened, cos i don't want anything to go worst. But seems like u want it that way, so i guess this is some sort of closure?
To whom it may concern:
I never once said I want to forgo and let go this friendship and not wanting to know you ever more.
But if you choose to do it, there's nothing much I can do about it...
Even if u choose not to know me anymore, I like u to know that, i still treat u as a friend. U will never fall into the category like a particular "animal" that I know from Secondary Sch till poly times, which I totally erase off every memory i had of him.
But if you choose to do so, I guess there's nothing much I can do...
Me telling u all those things that day, is just a way of letting u know how i feel. I don't expect u to buy anything i say, nor do i expect u to change. U've always told me to open up and tell people about how I feel. Yes, I've done it, but it just cause things to be worst. Now u understand why I choose to keep things inside of me???
I know u rather well, and I know that after telling u how i feel, it will cause things to be worst. That's why I choose not to say anything. After seeing comments u say about me when I don't reply to ur messages (which I am really away from keyboard on those occasion where u message me), I was really hurt. I didn't feel u would say those things about me, even in situations like this.
And those things u wrote on ur blog, really attacks me on every single one of my "dead points". Thanks so much for attacking me using all the things u know about me. I am just trying to let u know how I feel, that's all, and this is what I get in return.
Anyway, if u really want to give up the friendship, I can only wish u all the best.
Yours sincerely...
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